Saturday, April 14, 2012

My FINAL decision

I am moving out
for real

Going to Atlanta with my brother and my best friend
after my next semester at Gainesville
about six months

but I am sticking to my real self
how I really am inside

I am a compulsive liar, 
but not really inside

I am running 
all the time
with my eyes closed

how long am I going to keep this up
how long can I 
mentally 
physically
emotionally

I am going to leave Jason alone
we are just not right for each other

I love my mother
she is an alcoholic 
but she is the best mother in the world

we need our time
so mom can see me as me
so she can finally see me as I am

I need to get my life together
I am so lost


Will I be lost forever? 

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