Dear diary

Hello father,

I hope you are listening.
Right now I am "making cassettes". I hope that doesn't make you mad, or worse disappointed.
I miss you more than anything right now.
God I wish you were here.
I am with my brother. We are having a great time.
You used to hate my brother, do you still?
Or do you love him as much as I do?
I feel like you love him, you were so kind-hearted.
But I am so angry because you left me.
Left me to figure out the world alone, I need your help, I need your advice, bad.
Gahhh, why are you not here?
Was it really your time?
Help me figure out how to forgive you for leaving..

I love you forever and always,
Michelle