Update

Well I haven't posted in a while. Not much has been going on.
Lately I have been working non-stop.
I am now seeing someone, his name is Jason.
Unfortunately I have not told my mother the whole story, I just do not know how.
When she finds out he is 28, she will go nuts.
"He is way to old for you." Thats what she'll say, "He is too expericenced."
And you all know what that means.
But I really like him alot, I actually hope it will last.
The only thing I question are his motives. I just hope he isn't looking to just get some and leave, like every other man around. Sometimes he seems different but other times I just feel like he is the same and only wants to get me in bed.
But hopefully I am jumping to conclusions for no reason.
He has a six month old baby girl. She is adorable. Maybe if things work out I can meet her.
Well I will only find out if I pray about it. And pray hard.
I really want a relationship to work out for once, but it does not necessarily need to be him, it would just be nice.
Well enough of my venting.

Goodnight.

And do not forget, no matter what you've gone through, life will get easier.
Bring God into your life, He will help.