I have so many decisions to make in my life.
Do I go back to Georgia Southern?
Do I move to Atlanta and go to Georgia State?
Do I stay home and room to rent?
Do I stay at Gainesville?
What do I do?
Lord please help me figure out my life.
Please.
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Monday, March 26, 2012
Not a Suprise
Well my statement proves,
"People always leave."
I think I've had as much as I can handle Lord.
Family
Family is the most important thing in life because they will never leave your side, ever.
Here is some of mine.
Here is some of mine.
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Blue Angels
This weekend my aunt, my uncle and my cousin went to see the Blue Angels fly over the beach.
Sharing with you a beautiful photo taken at the show.
Sharing with you a beautiful photo taken at the show.
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Crumbling Life
Even the people closest to God have troubles in life. And sometimes we question life and what is going on. Everyone does, we are only human. However, for me tonight my life seems to be falling in front of me. I do not know what to do and even I need help. Help from the Lord. But it is hard sometimes to put all my faith in the Lord to make things better for me. Do you ever get this way?
Monday, March 19, 2012
Update
Well I haven't posted in a while. Not much has been going on.
Lately I have been working non-stop.
I am now seeing someone, his name is Jason.
Unfortunately I have not told my mother the whole story, I just do not know how.
When she finds out he is 28, she will go nuts.
"He is way to old for you." Thats what she'll say, "He is too expericenced."
And you all know what that means.
But I really like him alot, I actually hope it will last.
The only thing I question are his motives. I just hope he isn't looking to just get some and leave, like every other man around. Sometimes he seems different but other times I just feel like he is the same and only wants to get me in bed.
But hopefully I am jumping to conclusions for no reason.
He has a six month old baby girl. She is adorable. Maybe if things work out I can meet her.
Well I will only find out if I pray about it. And pray hard.
I really want a relationship to work out for once, but it does not necessarily need to be him, it would just be nice.
Well enough of my venting.
Goodnight.
And do not forget, no matter what you've gone through, life will get easier.
Bring God into your life, He will help.
Lately I have been working non-stop.
I am now seeing someone, his name is Jason.
Unfortunately I have not told my mother the whole story, I just do not know how.
When she finds out he is 28, she will go nuts.
"He is way to old for you." Thats what she'll say, "He is too expericenced."
And you all know what that means.
But I really like him alot, I actually hope it will last.
The only thing I question are his motives. I just hope he isn't looking to just get some and leave, like every other man around. Sometimes he seems different but other times I just feel like he is the same and only wants to get me in bed.
But hopefully I am jumping to conclusions for no reason.
He has a six month old baby girl. She is adorable. Maybe if things work out I can meet her.
Well I will only find out if I pray about it. And pray hard.
I really want a relationship to work out for once, but it does not necessarily need to be him, it would just be nice.
Well enough of my venting.
Goodnight.
And do not forget, no matter what you've gone through, life will get easier.
Bring God into your life, He will help.
Friday, March 9, 2012
4:26 A.M.
Well it is pretty early,
But I cannot go back to sleep.
I am leaving for Florida in the morning and I am very anxious for that time to be here already lol
I am ready to get on my plane and land in Fort Meyers.
There I get to see my aunt and cousin, both from my dads side of the family.
I haven't seen my aunt in a long time, well not quite a year but still, long.
I saw my cousin over summer.
I look up to them both as they are great people who strive for the best.
My aunt is a college counsler, although I am not quite sure what she does in Fort Meyers now.
She lives there and my cousin and I are vsiting for the weekend, unfortunately a very short time.
But I am thinking of staying with her for a month over the summer.
I hope she will say I can.
I won't be a bother, well not too bad (:
My cousin lives in New York and is very successful at only 26.
She is hopefully opening another company headquarters in Brazil soon.
I will miss her very much when she leaves.
Maybe I will be able to go see her, and visiting Brazil would be amazing.
But I cannot go back to sleep.
I am leaving for Florida in the morning and I am very anxious for that time to be here already lol
I am ready to get on my plane and land in Fort Meyers.
There I get to see my aunt and cousin, both from my dads side of the family.
I haven't seen my aunt in a long time, well not quite a year but still, long.
I saw my cousin over summer.
I look up to them both as they are great people who strive for the best.
My aunt is a college counsler, although I am not quite sure what she does in Fort Meyers now.
She lives there and my cousin and I are vsiting for the weekend, unfortunately a very short time.
But I am thinking of staying with her for a month over the summer.
I hope she will say I can.
I won't be a bother, well not too bad (:
My cousin lives in New York and is very successful at only 26.
She is hopefully opening another company headquarters in Brazil soon.
I will miss her very much when she leaves.
Maybe I will be able to go see her, and visiting Brazil would be amazing.
My cousin, on the left.
She's beautiful.
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
A Working Life
I got the job I applied for at Khol's!!
I am very excited to start but I still want to keep my other job.
So now I have two.
Cannot wait to start getting paid!!!
(:
Friday, March 2, 2012
Easy Life
Sometimes I wish life was easy...
Where I could just do everything in peace.
Quiet nights.
Peaceful days.
Loving people.
Happy times.
No fighting.
No drugs.
No alcohol.
No yelling.
But life is not like that.
I guess it makes it interesting, but hard as well.
Sometimes something that doesn't kill you makes you a different person...
For the good or the bad.
Stronger or weaker.
You never know.
Where I could just do everything in peace.
Quiet nights.
Peaceful days.
Loving people.
Happy times.
No fighting.
No drugs.
No alcohol.
No yelling.
But life is not like that.
I guess it makes it interesting, but hard as well.
Sometimes something that doesn't kill you makes you a different person...
For the good or the bad.
Stronger or weaker.
You never know.
Life
My family is fighting again.
It is really hard to go through this every night.
What do I do?
How do I make it through everything?
It feels as if God is giving me too much to handle...
It is really hard to go through this every night.
What do I do?
How do I make it through everything?
It feels as if God is giving me too much to handle...
Thursday, March 1, 2012
Weather
So today the weather is supposed to become nicer.
A high in the 70's!!
However, tonight it is supposed to rain again..
Hope you have a blessed day (:
A high in the 70's!!
However, tonight it is supposed to rain again..
Hope you have a blessed day (:
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